Tuesday, November 14, 2006

What is happening?!?!

oh man i don't know whats wrong with me someone please tell me? I've cried myself to sleep every night. Maybe it's becuase no one understands me, maybe its becuase everyone tells me how bueatiful my best friends is and how plain i am, maybe it's because i know it is true, maybe its because i can't enjoy life becuase i'm scared of failure, maybe it's because the happiest i am all week is when im watching Gilmore Girls, maybe its because i don't know who i am or what i am, or maybe just maybe its because i have to front like i am happy and listen to everyone elses problems while i pretend i don't have my own? MAYBE

1 comment:

fahrenheit451moderator said...

I wanted you to know that I posted your comment about Forever and also included it in a new entry. Thank you for making it so clear why this book should not be banned.

You sound kind of down on yourself. The teen years are full of emotional turmoil and it could be very natural for you to feel the way you do. It is very hard to know who you are and it is natural to be afraid of failure. You will get through all of this.

It is very likely that nothing is wrong with you! I hope you inspire other people as much as you did me today. You are eloquent and wise for your age.